Help Me Please :(

Okay post ni sangat pendek. I just want to say that I miss my old life back. I know I can't turn back the time nor can I change anything right now but I know I can change my future by changing myself right now !
When will I change? There's really no motivation for m e to change but I guess some people do change according to time and age. RIGHT ? I hope so.
I just need some time to think about everything and I hope everyone understands me :)


Need help ,