Thursday, 13 October 2011
Finally, after almost three months, I've the courage to speak up to you and I've the courage to listen to myself. I'm seriously missing you so much right now but at least I am living my life the way I want right now. Loving you was an interesting mistake I made that I would never regret. I initially hoped that you were the one for me but you turned out to be a possessive maniac in the end -,-
I just hope that I will never see you again in my life because I will break and fall apart.
I DESERVED SOMEONE BETTER !!!
An amazing HUMAN BEING NOW ,
Thursday, 6 October 2011
What the @#$% !! I hate it when someone dictate's my life. But at the same time I love him so much. What should I do ? I'm BLANK !! In serious need of my friends Intan, Syaza and Aliyah :(
I miss my old life where no one gets to tell me what to do. Where I am my own boss of my own life. Where I get to do everything and anything I want without thinking about anyone. Where I get to express my feelings freely. Where I get to have feelings over and over again for different guys. Where I am who I am and not what a guy tries to make out of me! I miss it so much that I just hoped that I didn't fall for him in the first place and all this won't happen.
I MISS MYSELF !! :(