I'm feeling sad. So empty. So devastated. Thought of sharing with someone but just don't know how, when and who to talk to. Malas ah nak susahkan kawan-kawan. Hmm I'm just EMPTY!!
Thursday, 19 January 2012
Tuesday, 17 January 2012
Saya ada kawan, nama kawan saya Farah Madihah :) Saya panggil dia Madihah. Madihah sangat comel dan baik. Dia sentiasa anggap saya sebagai kawannya. Oleh itu, dia adalah kawan saya yang paling baik and yang paling saya SAYANG !!
Erghhhh apa ni skema sangat ayat aku? Haha well Madihah is one of the best thing that has happened to me. An ANGEL IN DISGUISE ALLAH SENT FOR ME ON EARTH =) We met dekat stesen KTM Kepong Sentral on out way to work. She worked at Fahrenheit and I worked at Pavilion, so memang sangat dekat kan tempat kerja kita? Hahah tak sangka that one meeting boleh bagi I the bestest friendship I'll ever have! Betul orang kata, bestest friend isn't the one who you know the longest but the one who is always by your side helping you through happiness and sorrow =)You were with me dari mula sampai akhir kan? I hope you'll stay in my life as long as I live. InsyaAllah, I'll be there whenever you need me too ♥
LOVE YOU BABYYYY ♥
WILL BE THERE FOR YOU,
When you come across a Taurus female, the first thing you will notice about her is her undefeatable emotional strength. She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed. Atleast not until the provocation is too much to digest. She is as feminine as any other female, without the unnecessary tantrums. A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband. She will let him handle the reins, infact this is what she secretly desires.
A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself. However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands. Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness. She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship. Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends. They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are.
Their friends may be a little weird, but they will not be phonies or hypocrites. A Taurus girl doesn't fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence. However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them. A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does. It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry.
She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects. She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics. She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition. A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life. She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people. The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.
Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive. She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers. A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out. She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food. She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting. She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing, etc.
All this makes her feel close to nature. She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft. Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities. However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area. She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner. She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point.
When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly. Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids. Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry. Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies. A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world. She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities. Her man will be expected to do the same.
She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute. She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget. She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can. A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home. And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office!
A Proud Taurean =)
Wednesday, 4 January 2012
Lamanya tak post kat blog ni. Dah bersawang agaknya. Well I've started my 2nd sem on the 20th of November. Now it the 4th of January so almost 2 bulan. Well sem 2 is challenging but hey who said anything was easy in this world right? Well masa sem break I fought dgn Intan and Syaza then baik balik lepas dah bukak sem. Tak penting pun kenapa gaduh asalkan at the end of the day we're still friends :) Life is going good. Btw I've got a new adik saudara :) Hee amazingnya ada adik yang sangat comel. Hope dah besar nanti dia ingat pasal aku. I've dealt with major break ups and fights, also endured amazing happiness in my life this past 3 months. Whatever it is azam tahun baru 2012 is I want to change for the better. Harap Allah memberkati hidup aku. AMIN :')
Your Truly =)
Your Truly =)
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Finally, after almost three months, I've the courage to speak up to you and I've the courage to listen to myself. I'm seriously missing you so much right now but at least I am living my life the way I want right now. Loving you was an interesting mistake I made that I would never regret. I initially hoped that you were the one for me but you turned out to be a possessive maniac in the end -,-
I just hope that I will never see you again in my life because I will break and fall apart.
I DESERVED SOMEONE BETTER !!!
An amazing HUMAN BEING NOW ,
Thursday, 6 October 2011
What the @#$% !! I hate it when someone dictate's my life. But at the same time I love him so much. What should I do ? I'm BLANK !! In serious need of my friends Intan, Syaza and Aliyah :(
I miss my old life where no one gets to tell me what to do. Where I am my own boss of my own life. Where I get to do everything and anything I want without thinking about anyone. Where I get to express my feelings freely. Where I get to have feelings over and over again for different guys. Where I am who I am and not what a guy tries to make out of me! I miss it so much that I just hoped that I didn't fall for him in the first place and all this won't happen.
I MISS MYSELF !! :(
Thursday, 29 September 2011
Exams finally over after 10 days of crucial pain and hardwork ! I'm so happy but wait I'm gonna head back home after this and I'll be leaving behind the most valuable part of my life, MYFRIENDS Intan and Syaza :(
I'll miss you guys from the bottom of my heart ! Thanks for being there for me 24/7 !! Melayan semua kerenah and perasaan aku :) Balik nanti aku mesti rindu nak teman Intan pergi toilet every night and gaduh dengan kau Syaza setiap hari pasal benda yang tak masuk akal kan ? Hahahahh
I'll miss every moment we spent together. Makan, mandi, keluar, tidur, gaduh, nangis, gelak semua aku buat dengan korang selama 4 bulan lebih ni. Entah la macam mana lepas nie kan ?
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS AND I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !!! Jangan lupa kat aku tau. Okay tulis blog ni pun sebenarnya nak kena nangis ke ?
Untunglah boleh nangis sorang2 dalam bilik ni kan ? AWKWARD - AWKWARD !!
Miss you guys :) ,