My Life

What the @#$% !! I hate it when someone dictate's my life. But at the same time I love him so much. What should I do ? I'm BLANK !! In serious need of my friends Intan, Syaza and Aliyah :(

I miss my old life where no one gets to tell me what to do. Where I am my own boss of my own life. Where I get to do everything and anything I want without thinking about anyone. Where I get to express my feelings freely. Where I get to have feelings over and over again for different guys. Where I am who I am and not what a guy tries to make out of me! I miss it so much that I just hoped that I didn't fall for him in the first place and all this won't happen.
I MISS MYSELF !! :(

Help Me Please :(

Okay post ni sangat pendek. I just want to say that I miss my old life back. I know I can't turn back the time nor can I change anything right now but I know I can change my future by changing myself right now !
When will I change? There's really no motivation for m e to change but I guess some people do change according to time and age. RIGHT ? I hope so.
I just need some time to think about everything and I hope everyone understands me :)


Need help ,

Menyusahkan tapi Still Sayang

Kenapa hidup ini kena sentiasa susah bila berkaitan dengan lelaki ? Apa kita yang perempuan ni tak ada hak langsung untuk menyuarakan pendapat dan pandangan kita? Apa kita ni tak ada hak untuk berfikir dan membuat keputusan untuk diri sendiri? Lelaki jangan terlalu ego kerana satu hari nanti diri sendiri akan terkena. Like people always say that life is like a wheel one day you're up and the other day you're down and basically who will be supporting you through those good and bad times ? EXACTLY , it'll be us the LADIES !! Aku tak suka dikongkong tapi orang kata kadang-kadang dalam suatu perhubungan mesti ada yang mengalah so I backed down as always. Aku ni manusia yang berperasaan jugak,nak hidup macam orang lain,nak ada kebebasan memilih kawan dan nak ada cara hidup sendiri. Sentiasa ingat sesuatu,aku akan sentiasa ada dengan kau walau macam mana pun. I love you for who you are and I hope you'll love me for who I am. Tapi apa-apa pun I still terima je. I tak akan merungut sekali pun. That's how much I love you. :)

I'll Love You Till The END !!! ,