Weeeeee ~

Hate me or mock me. I still won't change my mind about you. You were, is and will still be my BABE FOR LIFE until the day I die. Eventhough you're not admitting that you love me too but I still don't care. Kita kawan bukan untuk tinggalkan kawan tu bila2 masa yang kita suka okay. Tak kisahla perangai buruk macam mana pun still takde sape boleh ganti your place in my heart. You're not my sister, not my friend, neither you're my bestest friend. Then who are you actually in my life ? You're the most amazing thing that has happened to me in 18 years I've lived. You're actually my LIFE and I won't ever forget everything you have done for me :D


LOVE YOU BABE SyfnzRf

FRIENDS FOREVER? PROMISE ?

Okay exams are great until it gets difficult. Duhh of course. Well after my computer exam, I felt like killing myself. SUSAHNYA!! but anyways me and my darlings buat plan pergi KL to loosen up a little bit after all the stress we went through *yeah right*. At 4 we left Shah Alam and reached there at 6. We went to Pavilion, had dinner at Pizza Hut and wanted to go for a movie. ESOK ADA EXAM TAK RETI NAK BALIK KE? HAHAHAHAH so we skipped the plan to watch movies and headed home. Tunggu bas sumpah lama gila, approximately 45 minutes untuk bas U80. And the most AMAZING thing is when the bus arrived, it was freaking full and we had to stand from KL Sentral to Shah Alam. Hehe reached here at 11. Thank God we reached in time before the gate closed :D Whatever and however it was I had fun with MY BESTEST FRIENDS EVER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, THANKS GUYS. You guys are the best of friends anyone can have or ask for.
INTAN and SYAZA

LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER!!!!

Feelings

It hurts me the most when the person I love the most hurts my feelings. You being unfaithful to me hurts me but it does not compare to the pain I feel when you start ignoring me. After all that I've done for you and our relationship, the sacrifices I made, the tears I shed, the pain I went through alone just to make sure nothing happens to our relationship but I guess that is just not enough for you right ? It annoys me to think that you actually loved me. Well I should have listened to everyone when I was asked to wake up and get back to reality. You've shattered all that has left in me and left no space for recovery in myself. You were my life, my happiness and my everything. I've not stopped loving you, I still love you the most, its just that I've stopped believing in you.

Help Me Please :(

Okay post ni sangat pendek. I just want to say that I miss my old life back. I know I can't turn back the time nor can I change anything right now but I know I can change my future by changing myself right now !
When will I change? There's really no motivation for m e to change but I guess some people do change according to time and age. RIGHT ? I hope so.
I just need some time to think about everything and I hope everyone understands me :)


Need help ,

Menyusahkan tapi Still Sayang

Kenapa hidup ini kena sentiasa susah bila berkaitan dengan lelaki ? Apa kita yang perempuan ni tak ada hak langsung untuk menyuarakan pendapat dan pandangan kita? Apa kita ni tak ada hak untuk berfikir dan membuat keputusan untuk diri sendiri? Lelaki jangan terlalu ego kerana satu hari nanti diri sendiri akan terkena. Like people always say that life is like a wheel one day you're up and the other day you're down and basically who will be supporting you through those good and bad times ? EXACTLY , it'll be us the LADIES !! Aku tak suka dikongkong tapi orang kata kadang-kadang dalam suatu perhubungan mesti ada yang mengalah so I backed down as always. Aku ni manusia yang berperasaan jugak,nak hidup macam orang lain,nak ada kebebasan memilih kawan dan nak ada cara hidup sendiri. Sentiasa ingat sesuatu,aku akan sentiasa ada dengan kau walau macam mana pun. I love you for who you are and I hope you'll love me for who I am. Tapi apa-apa pun I still terima je. I tak akan merungut sekali pun. That's how much I love you. :)

I'll Love You Till The END !!! ,

Thank You !!

Thank You So Much Sayang !!
Belum pernah ada yang kata saya COMEL sebelum ini ! Terharu gila sebab awaklah yang pertama tak kira laki or perempuan !! Kekasih hati saya pun tak pernah kata begitu !!
Tak terkata saya!! Lidah kelu kerana tiada perkataan yang dapat menggambarkan perasaan saya ini..
Blog ini menjadi medium untuk menyatakan TERIMA KASIH !! Awak tak tau betapa saya sayangkan awak!! Awaklah hidup saya.. Tak dapat bayangkan hidup tanpa awak sejak kebelakangan ini walaupun kita sentiasa gaduh dan merajuk tapi saya percaya bahawa itu hanya dugaan and dugaan itu hanyalah untuk mengukuhkan lagi hubungan kita sebagai sahabat yang baik !! Tiada orang ke-3 yang boleh merosakkan hubungan kita.. Awak akan saya utamakan sebelum mana-mana orang terutamanya lelaki !!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!

Sayang Saya,

CONFUSED !!

I'm stucked on you !! But you seem to be ignoring me.. Why ? I really don't understand ??
You seem to be giving me hope but then again, I don't really get it .. I think I'm really falling for you but at least treat me nicely ? Like duhh ... Please understand I'm head over heels on you!! I'm just too shy to say it.. Give me a sign if you have the same feelings as I have right now.. I'm not rushing but at least just a single sign maybe ? Janganlah sombong selalu dengan saya !! Kalau dah online tu tegur la.. takkan nak saya tegur dulu ? Tak gentle kan?
I'm POSITIVE that I really like you but maybe this relationship has to progress slowly or else it'll go wrong right ? Giving you time and the space you need :)
WAITING FOR YOU !! <3

THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS ,