Feelings

It hurts me the most when the person I love the most hurts my feelings. You being unfaithful to me hurts me but it does not compare to the pain I feel when you start ignoring me. After all that I've done for you and our relationship, the sacrifices I made, the tears I shed, the pain I went through alone just to make sure nothing happens to our relationship but I guess that is just not enough for you right ? It annoys me to think that you actually loved me. Well I should have listened to everyone when I was asked to wake up and get back to reality. You've shattered all that has left in me and left no space for recovery in myself. You were my life, my happiness and my everything. I've not stopped loving you, I still love you the most, its just that I've stopped believing in you.

CONFUSED !!

I'm stucked on you !! But you seem to be ignoring me.. Why ? I really don't understand ??
You seem to be giving me hope but then again, I don't really get it .. I think I'm really falling for you but at least treat me nicely ? Like duhh ... Please understand I'm head over heels on you!! I'm just too shy to say it.. Give me a sign if you have the same feelings as I have right now.. I'm not rushing but at least just a single sign maybe ? Janganlah sombong selalu dengan saya !! Kalau dah online tu tegur la.. takkan nak saya tegur dulu ? Tak gentle kan?
I'm POSITIVE that I really like you but maybe this relationship has to progress slowly or else it'll go wrong right ? Giving you time and the space you need :)
WAITING FOR YOU !! <3

THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS ,

My Friends..

The day I met you was when we were so small..
Initially we were not close but later on it blossomed into a great friendship that we still have today..
You were with me most of the time.. Happy,sad and also heart felling moments,we shared it together..
We cried,laughed,screamed and had fun together..
I'll never forget what you did for me after the 6th of September 2010..
You never judged me neither did I..
You're my life.. I LOVE YOU ALIYAH AMALUDIN!!

The day I met you,I thought you were so childish but later on after knowing you I found out that you were the bestest friend I could ever have!!
You were there with me when HE pushed me and shouted at me..
You were with me when the other HE made me laugh n smile n you were still with me when the same HE BROKE my HEART!!
You were with me eventhough i disturbed you and teased you..
THANK YOU Syafinaz Rauf!!!



THE MOST IMPORTANT IS YOU BOTH SUPPORTED ME ALWAYS!!!!

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