Life :D

Finally, after almost three months, I've the courage to speak up to you and I've the courage to listen to myself. I'm seriously missing you so much right now but at least I am living my life the way I want right now. Loving you was an interesting mistake I made that I would never regret. I initially hoped that you were the one for me but you turned out to be a possessive maniac in the end -,-
I just hope that I will never see you again in my life because I will break and fall apart.
I DESERVED SOMEONE BETTER !!!

An amazing HUMAN BEING NOW ,

Semester Break :(

Exams finally over after 10 days of crucial pain and hardwork ! I'm so happy but wait I'm gonna head back home after this and I'll be leaving behind the most valuable part of my life, MYFRIENDS Intan and Syaza :(
I'll miss you guys from the bottom of my heart ! Thanks for being there for me 24/7 !! Melayan semua kerenah and perasaan aku :) Balik nanti aku mesti rindu nak teman Intan pergi toilet every night and gaduh dengan kau Syaza setiap hari pasal benda yang tak masuk akal kan ? Hahahahh
I'll miss every moment we spent together. Makan, mandi, keluar, tidur, gaduh, nangis, gelak semua aku buat dengan korang selama 4 bulan lebih ni. Entah la macam mana lepas nie kan ?
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS AND I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !!! Jangan lupa kat aku tau. Okay tulis blog ni pun sebenarnya nak kena nangis ke ?
Untunglah boleh nangis sorang2 dalam bilik ni kan ? AWKWARD - AWKWARD !!

Miss you guys :) ,

First Time. Weee ~

Today I had no exams. MyBabyBoo ajak jumpa so yeayyyy :D Hahahh happy sangat sebab this is the first time we're seeing each other face to face. Okay dia datang dalam pukul 12 lebih then we went to Section 7 Shah Alam. Duduk lepak and minum. Dia bawak kawan. Although, I was having bad food poisoning but to be with him is like AMAZING !!! First time tengok dia, ARRGGHHHHH CAIRLAH AKU MACAM NI !! We started talking, we smiled at each other, then I got to know a few things about him. HE SMOKES ! Hmm but never mind. Okay dia kata saya COMEL ! sumpah bestnya ! Haha I had to admit that he has the best looking eyes in the whole wide world. Such a gentleman actually because he bought me panadol for my fever and he actually cared for me. He had this sense of responsibility and possessiveness towards me which I really adore! I am not well here and he is feeling restless there at work. What more can I ask for myself? After he sent me back to my hostel I texted him saying thank you, he replied with a laugh and then he said HE MISSES ME. This is the BEST day of my life and I won't exchange it for any other events in my life !

Love You ,

CONFUSED !!

I'm stucked on you !! But you seem to be ignoring me.. Why ? I really don't understand ??
You seem to be giving me hope but then again, I don't really get it .. I think I'm really falling for you but at least treat me nicely ? Like duhh ... Please understand I'm head over heels on you!! I'm just too shy to say it.. Give me a sign if you have the same feelings as I have right now.. I'm not rushing but at least just a single sign maybe ? Janganlah sombong selalu dengan saya !! Kalau dah online tu tegur la.. takkan nak saya tegur dulu ? Tak gentle kan?
I'm POSITIVE that I really like you but maybe this relationship has to progress slowly or else it'll go wrong right ? Giving you time and the space you need :)
WAITING FOR YOU !! <3

THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS ,